01 June 2011

Not What I Needed to Hear

Today was P-day for Hannah.  I decided to E-mail her to ask her a question.  You see, I used the last of my stamps sending my last letter to Canada(I sent 45 letters in 70 weeks.  Devotion, right?), and since the smallest set of stamps costs about $20 I wanted to ask if she was alright just Emailing for her last couple weeks.  I got her response, which was about a sentence long and said:
"Hi Chris, So you can email me, but I want to be obedient, so I'll just write you letters in return."
Part of me understands.  The other part is screaming "WTF?!?!?!?!"  It scares me a little, and by "a little" I mean "a metric ton", that with weeks left she's still so strictly in this mode.  I really expected her to be homesick, therefore more open or excited to communicate more quickly.  I guess I'm confused.  I'd think she'd be homesick at this point and slavering for a chance to communicate reasonably again.


Sara @ Struggling Happiness said...

Darn the luck! WTF to all girls!

singlemormonchick said...

she might surprise you.she might bend the rules the last few weeks. listen, she might come back a sister missionary robot and all your nightmares will be realized, but maybe she wont. breathe. open your mind. use THE SECRET to envision hannah exactly like you want her. ;-)

Waiting On A Sister Missionary said...

I don't really buy in to THE SECRET. I think it has a generally good idea, but I don't think it applies to people like it does to things. It seems if you use THE SECRET for a person you'd only be shaping yourself to their will.

singlemormonchick said...

i was being sarcastic about the secret. ;)