So last weekend was probably in the top two worst for me. Ok, maybe not the whole weekend, really it was really only a bad 1/8th of a weekend....
It started off great! Conference, quidditch in the park, conference take two, priesthood sesh(sorry girls, you miss out, I think it's by far the best of all...), a full night of sleep, to The 'Rents for chocolate muffins, conference take three and four, spent the afternoon/evening hanging out with Smartypants, then after that it kind of went downhill in a big hurry.
As much as I try to disguise my emotions from the general population, there is one thing that makes me feel so intensely that I struggle to suppress it: feeling like a disappointment to people I care about, especially The 'Rents. Case and point, I loved the movie Inception, but I will admit there was this part that made my face all tingly, which is an indication that if I don't focus I'm going to shed tears.
Man, when he finds the pinwheel he made in his father's safe it almost gets me every time.
Yeah, so I have mommy and daddy issues...
Smartypants has been an invaluable friend through the beginning of this week, apparently she understands that I don't really want to talk through it, I just want to put it out there and put it behind me. Which I feel is a rare skill with women.
Anyway, I ended up missing a math midterm worth 20% of my grade, but after enough begging and pleading my professor decided to give me a one-time chance to take a different and more difficult version of the test. Is it sad that after hearing the class average was 88% I'm actually excited for a more difficult version of the test?
So, there's a win.