I got the text I always knew was coming, but have refused to accept. Liz needed my address for wedding announcements...
It's funny, we've had a text conversation about every other month or so since we broke up, and never do I feel like more of a complete idiot than the end of those nights. All through our relationship I played indifference about Liz to Hannah, now I'm starting to feel like I should let Hannah in on the truth.
I still don't understand why Liz holds this place for me, maybe it's the fact that she was the first person I really let in. It could also be that she was the first person to dump me, and on top of that I was dumped for something completely avoidable and stupid on my part, and I know it. It's also possible that she represents a point in my life when things were really good. That last part sounds really bad, considering how great things with Hannah went, it was a different time, one I still look back on with a lot of fondness, I think considering most of that time involved Liz she has come to embody the whole thing.
I'll admit, I'm jealous. The worst is I really doubt her marriage will bring me any closure, I feel like she's going to be a thorn in my side for plenty of time to come.